June 1st, 2003


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Not posting a whole lot right now because trying to write my five things that did not happen to Cordy epic and it is harder to channel my girl than it used to be...All this is total displacement activity from needing to get on with the book, of course, but it is less perniciously so than playing Civilization or rowing with people.

The thing is, what with another aunt ill and a friend very ill indeed, and other friends ringing me up for couple counselling, I need more energy than I have. Hey ho!

Meanwhile, I am just getting more and more convinced that Blair has passed into a space where he cannot tell truth from lies at all any more. What he wants to have been the case is the case.

God, how I hate all this!