'fairer', which I suspect means a colossal gerrymander to ensure Tory victories forever.
I am afraid, I am very afraid. My fear is that they get a very small working majority and exploit a divided opposition to push through whatever they want.
This is the downside of what I also want. I want New Labour punished enough that they think hard about everything that the Party I Used to Love has done over the last 16 years - because they were doing it before they were in office. The pandering to the Daily Mail and Murdoch, often, once in power, at the expense of human death and pain. The control freakery and the authoritarianism that derived from it. The sucking up to the rich. I want Labour purified and more humane.
What went wrong with New Labour could go wrong with any progressive party that forgets to place radical substance ahead of smooth presentational style. I remember, from the Thorpe era, how easy it was for the Liberal party to lose track of its soul, and a lot of bright young activists. I love my Lib Dem friends but don't think you are immune from the temptations that near-damned Labour.
I hope for an arrangement between the Labour and LibDem parties that will keep the Tories out of office and make possible real electoral reform. And bring Labour back to its senses and its better angels.
I fear that Labour arrogance and LibDem triumphalism, and Tory postal votes, will produce a result entirely opposite to what I want.
I still don't know how I will vote. My views tally most with the Greens; my hopes are with the LibDems because I want some sort of change; my heart is with the Labour Party for reasons that are partly tribal and partly an intellectual commitment to socialism.
My voting hand has a mind of its own - albeit a progressive one.
I live in a safe Labour seat.